to: you
I knew one day you’d fall for someone new
But if breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I’ll be waiting here for you
I thought giving you time would meant that you have the time to think about our relationship but I didn’t know giving you time also meant that I’m giving him time for him to come back. I didn’t think of the consequences.
19 August 2018
I tried making you happy. I gave you my all and yet I’m just not good enough. What more can I do. Am I crazy to say even after all this you’re the one I still love? You’re the one I still want to marry? It’s crazy how I put my life in this situation and still can’t give you up. I just can’t seem to let you go even when I’m hurt and heartbroken. It has always been you and it will always be.
you just don’t love me the way i love you
why would you leave me?
why come back into my life saying you love me and end up leaving me again :(
maybe i should stop loving you but i just can’t. you are the only one who can make me happy. i wish i can make you happy too but i can only wish.
do i miss you? Yes. can i do anything about it? No
fml
just fucking tired of always feeling like this. my happiness just wont last long. it always last for a few weeks and something bad must happen. just hate my life whenever you are not around but what else can i do.
always sad
maybe I just don’t deserve to be happy ever again.